Years ago, I had a child. I looked at this child, and felt an up swelling of emotion deep inside me, a love deep and pure that amazed me. When I pondered God and the cosmos, I imagined that feeling to be some small representation of how God felt for us, and was comforted when faced with trying times.
Then I lived and experienced loss, and became less enamored of a God who worked in mysterious ways, and set out to discover the science and mechanics of the cosmos. It was a spiral pathway.
Then, I raised children, loved them plenty and taught them lots about life and love and the cosmos, too.
I had kept my children from what pain and loss I could; but ultimately, as humans we learn best when faced with adversity. Often, in fact, I saw that my children learned best when the lessons were hard won.
I realized that God (or Source, or that infinite wisdom just the other side of this matter dimension,) working in mysterious ways and handing out hard lessons, has just been allowing another form of (tough) Love, after all.
Then, my children got older, and I found time to meditate and reconnect with that Love, and learned to trust the answers I heard within.
It is my belief that we are each here, incarnate on Earth, as expressions Of that Love, Of Source, not just made By God but Of God. I believe we are each here in this matterverse to experience the trials of life, aka “How To Love” and grow as Souls, in a college where the classes are tough, unrelenting and in real time. I believe that we each choose our path and classes before we incarnate, (and that we are all pretty optimistic when we sign up 😉 all perfectly choreographed to be catalysts for helping each other grow.
Here, dear reader, is where I will share my Notes from my classes, the hard lessons and profound revelations I’ve learned, so that anyone who finds themself in the same classes or learning the same lessons can take heart from my experience.
I hope to make it lighthearted as well as philosophical, and I hope my perspective at least makes you Think…
With Love and Light,